I’ve caught you beginning to look crepuscular, soft and lost, your edges singed by simple daylight; at your sides, arms now part wing – like two flags of surrender the enemy never bothered to notice. Loss has shrunk you so much even a sparrow might devour you. When I see you again, I know you will look like just a man. But once the buried secret reveals itself, that darkness only grows. So I’m making sure the moon knows how much you need its soft cool glow. And I’m folding tin foil into flowers, filling them with sugar, tying them to leafless branches, one way of adding a little bit of summer to what now can only be winter. To me, you will not be coming home again ever, though home is still my hope for you.
A wonderful artist friend sent me a check to pay for something that didn't need to be paid for. After the check had been in my house for a few hours, it mysteriously transformed into what you now see. Non-negotiable, I'd say.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Once in awhile, usually on a rainy evening, it becomes visible. . .
When I was twenty eight, I had a dream about a raven who came to my door with a ring in its beak. A wishing ring. I still wear it though your first impulse might be not to believe me. It is, after all, made of dream-metals and so, invisible. . .